May 12, 2014


I have no idea how to change my “profile.” I’m no longer 22. I’m 24. That’s the only real change. I love my full grown 2 lb/ 10 oz dog, Oscar. He’s what I live for. Sobriety date: August 20, 2013.

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The only friends I have since I got sober tell me “happy birthday” on my Facebook wall. While I was in treatment they wanted my detox number because I was “interesting.” Yes, an opiate- and benzo- laden lady puking and being sedated is so “interesting.”


Happy 8 months of hating life to me. I want to tear my fucking ears off during the NA meeting when everyone tells me how great their lives have become. Mine just became 100 x worse. I hate this. Plus my Tourette’s is now about a billion times worse despite being an eight month guinea pig for meds to treat the problem but no one cares that I’m “ticcing” about 95% of the time and in complete plain but God forbid give a person living in fucking misery a high ass dose of daily injectable lorazepam or some freakin’ phenobarbital. The only things that stop it other than extreme doses of opiates (which I thought was a good idea to stay clean of….): now I’m not so sure.


Should I just say fuck you to eight months of sobriety to relieve the misery of my Tourette’s? Ugh…. I don’t know what to do. Not to mention I’d actually have friends again.


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